!!..MY L!FE..!!

Who am i...?
What am i...?
Nothing just a blank sheet of paper,
where there is no use of any eraser...
its just a waste,
as it doesn't have any taste...
one who doesn't have any aim,
no feeling of earning any fame...
where i just take the life as it comes,
even though sometimes i am left alone...
it is totally a confusion,
for which there is no solution...
sometimes its so boring,
as there is nothing for me to achieve anything scoring....
people come and when they go,
leaves a feeling behind that makes me feel low...
the way it had played a game with me,
no one bothered to see me...
others say i have committed a sin,
though smiling out,
i am crying within...
though even now i am the same,
but also,for it,they blame...
i am just waiting for a day to come,
and change my life to awesum...!!!

!!..OH MERE S@@J@N..!!

Ae mere sanam,
li hain maine ye kasam...
chahe dil kyu na dhadakta rahe,
karna nai izhar bahon mein liye...
chumke uske gaalon ko,
karna hai pyaar ka izhaar...
khona hain un nashili aankhon mein,
jo karti hai har waqt uska intezaar...
na jaane kab aayega wo din,
kyuki na rahe jaate woh din...
najaane kab lagaungi usse gale,
woh bhi akele...
khoyega woh meri zulfon mein,
aur mein uski bahon mein...
karni hai ab saagai,
taaki ho meri bidaai...
tu aaja mere aangan,
pehnaja mujhe kangan...
ab aaja lekar doli,
aur leja apni kholi...
banajaa mujhe apni dulhan,
oh mere saajan...!!!