!!..T!ME$ !N L!FE..!!

Today again i hurted my baby..
who is as sweet as a flower daisy..

dont know what is in my mind that is unusual and hard..
that makes the situations follow happiness to the graveyard..

i found myself the luckiest in the whole world having you in my life..
but dont know,how and when i make my life filled with cries..

dont know what happened to me today..
made you feel low(i feel) by expressing all my feelings that came in my way..

dont know what kind of a creature i am..
every now and then create situations that are very sad..

my family dont allow me to touch cell..
even if i touch,they yell..

asks who messaging and all..
i reply to my friends who dont call..

on asking i say their names..
but they reply,when they busy,why to be in a contact fame..

first of all i have friends just at a count..
still says why to roam about..

i talk with them once in the blue moon..
still said be away from all your dude's..

whenever i go out..
they get a doubt..

there is a rain of questions..
i get tired answering those solutions..

whenever i go at neighbours place..
they think i like only their taste..

whenever i am on the system..
i am said to close and leave that den..

if i read a book..
i am said to shut that crook..

is being a girl such a big mess or a problem..
that i cant even do anything on my own at any sem..

i want to live life on my own till i get married..
but i just see the way to get buried..

now also i am such a pain..
that again i gave lines of hurt to my baby fame..

at times i feel..
to run away on any wheel..

me have become a tension 4 my family..
a buggin bug,who hurts my angel daily..

if can forgive me..
thats the only thing i can ask thee..

no more hopes and expectations..
just want to get rid of all tensions..( i created)...!!!